longer.blue

3JUNE’25 2hollis and drake concerts in europe this year. i would’ve loved to buy two tickets for us but i don’t think i’ll even be here end of august so i won’t even bother getting tickets for myself lol. i’m so cooked. i want to go peacefully but i’m still not sure how. ODing is the easiest but also the least reliable, i would hate waking up, that would suck so bad. there’s the exit bag which seems pretty full proof but it’s difficult to set up and is proving difficult to source all the things i would need. nembutal seems the safest, easiest and most foolproof but getting it is going to be difficult. maybe i’ll go back home and get it? i don’t know. i have all of this month and next to finalize it. hopefully my trip end of july to go see our friends works. it would be nice to see them before i go. that would make me a bit happy. i will love you til my final breath. nini