longer.blue

20MAY’25 Day 27 i tried calling you today. idk if you heard me or not but fuck lulu, that fucking hurt. i’ve started listing my stuff for sale. want to leave behind some money for everyone when i’m gone. i hope after my apartment and bills are taken care of i’ll have enough left to get you that silly car you always wanted. i’m sorry i was so pragmatic and logical about the car and didn’t support your dreams more. i hope i can atleast do that for you from the grave. i love you i miss you im so scared that i won’t get to hear you voice again before i die nini sweet dreams