longer.blue

I honestly cant believe that after all we went through, after all that has been said and done by both parts this is how we ended. You have no idea how much you have disappointed me on this. All this months, all the sleepless nights, all the blissful moments, all the gut wrenching situations, all we were, reduced to nothing cause a dude you met three weeks ago told you that I might be dangerous? (I know its just a excuse to remove people you had something in the past from your life, still). You are fucking insane. What happened to the "I will always want to talk with you, no matter if its in 6 months or 6 years", what happened to the "I will miss you, this sucks" and wanting to keep me in your life. Complete bullshit like everything else you said, I assume. Just another amazing Liv moment of keeping me hopeful of something that will never happen. You meant everything to me and now I cant even sleep because I have nightmares about you every single night for two months straight and the nightmares dont fucking stop during the day because when I wake up I realize it wasnt just a dream Congrats on how well your plan to replace me worked. I see how much you will miss me, I see how much you really "loved" and cared about me. From spending every possible moment of the day together to treating me like a pest. I guess you never truly know someone until they stop being interested on you. Yeah, better that relationship be worth it and you never regret what you did. Im deleting your phone so dont worry about receiving any other message from me, I wont be able even if I wanted. Do me a last favor and throw my t-shirt to the trash. I regret defending you so much after all the shit you made me go through. Why the fuck did I thought you were worth of it. I should have listened to myself from the beginning instead of buying your empty words. Fucking piece of shit. Fucking feelings. Fuck my worthless life. I hope you never have to experience a pain like this. Im so fucking done. "You might do something similar again" yeah, thats exactly the kind of person I am, I guess I deserve it.