longer.blue

9MAY’25 Day 16 i hate that i know you so well. eventhough you did something i did not think you ever even capable of doing, much less to me of all people, i still know you better than you know yourself. i know how you’re coping, i know what you’re doing to cope. i know you’ve done exactly what you promised not to do. i know how much you hate being alone. i know how much you need company and attention. i know you’ve completely replaced me with him. i know you spend every single moment possible with him. you never gave yourself any time to heal, to process things, anytime to think about me or miss me. you know this isn’t right. and you would rather run away than face what you’ve done to me. i don’t wanna die, i don’t wanna go but i can’t live like this. my memories are too intertwined with you. i can’t fill the void you left with some random bitch, it doesn’t work like that for me. only you can fill this void and repair my trust in people. i miss you. i’m lonely without you. i love you. sweet dreams lulu.