longer.blue

18MAY'25 Day 15 another bad morning. but thats just the way life is now. somehow today is still worse than yesterday. im really thankful for our friends. theyve really been putting an effort into keeping me company and trying to keep me distracted. its def helped distract me but the pain is still there ever present and i can only be distracted for so long. i just dont want to bother them too much about you so i try to not mention it too much. ive been talking and reconnecting with carol, im glad i did because she really seems to need some company as well. i do wish you could be here with us like the good old times but yeah, you know how you are. you would rather attach yourself to a single person. oh well, maybe in my next life yeah? i love you soulmate. i miss you. sleep well.