longer.blue

4JUNE’25 i wrote you another letter today and just sent it. it should deliver on friday. will it even reach you? will you even read it? only you know. i tried to take a walk today when i went to send you the letter. all i could think about when i was out was what if she messages me somewhere and i’m not home to see it. fuck me. how am i sitting here suffering while you are out there enjoying other people’s presence? fuck meeeeee. i’m so pathetic but oh well, you know i would never do this for anyone else. you will always be the most important person in my life. nothing is too pathetic or desperate when it comes to you. i love you. i miss you. even if you don’t.