12MAY'25 DAY 19 i cant believe ur fucking friend messaged me saying "delete this account or face legal actions" lol. but eh you asked me in ur final wish to not message your friends or family so even tho it goes against every fiber in my being, i will behave and wont respond. i had an awful dream again. awful as in, i dreamt i tricked you into coming back. eh. i hope when i die, i get to live in a nice long dream where none of this happened. i started using today to help with the pain. my grief has completely consumed me. i can not function. i do not wish to function. i think it'll be a max of two months or so. im just really scared that i wont get to talk to you one final time. i hope your voice is the last thing i hear. i love you. i miss you. i just want this to be over. nini.
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