longer.blue

Now that I've had time to rest, eat a little and decompress, I feel comfortable talking about my situation. To not go into many details, I went to Urgent Care yesterday afternoon due to pain issues I had. After a battery of tests, the doctors couldn't determine exactly what was wrong directly but - determined that whatever is going on is a malignace. Thus it's a high chance I might have Cancer. Testicular Cancer at that. Hearing that news (while high off morphine, mind you) hit me hard. I still need time to really cope with the high possibility that I might not be able to have children. I'm taking the next days off but I will be around on other streams if allowed. I'd really like to thank Conflicted and the #blackskygamers, Aria, Cid, Fear, Zeo, my bro Necro who doesn't have Bluesky for their support and kind words