longer.blue

lowkey entertained the idea of quitting weed the other day. which is something I didn't ever plan on doing but just like. I want my license. and I want to know what my cognitive baseline is without cannabis because I've been using daily for many years now. and what could I accomplish in life being sober? I just am so scared because it's my true fall-back against distressing experiences, and it's my ritual. it protects me but it also inhibits me. I know I should DBT my way out of it, but I am not strong. #weed #cannabis