longer.blue

4MAY'25 Day 11 i woke up screaming your name for the first time. my room mate had to wake me up lol i don’t even remember my dream? im going to try and reach out to you again today.. i think i’ll write you a letter today and send it tomorrow. i wonder if u will even read it.. but i have to try, what else do i have left? i fear that everyday that passes, is another day that you learn to love my absence and love someone else’s presence. i fear that the chance of you reaching out to me goes down everyday that passes. i wonder how your work went, i wonder if you got your grades back. i wish i could’ve seen your certificate and talked to you about your work.. i’m tired..i feel worse today than i did yesterday.. idk how much longer i can keep doing this i love you i miss you please talk to me soon  goodnight