longer.blue

i just realized that you lied to me even at the end he wasn’t a random guy. i remember him now. lukas mayr. you went to that concert with patzi and him in october of 24. fuck. was there more going on? you’re never gonna admit it nor are you ever going to tell me the truth.. you’re going to take it with yourself to the grave arent you? fuck me lulu.. how could you? i wish i could fucking hate you i wish i didn’t still love you