longer.blue

The biggest problem is you want life to be easier you want life to be simple but you just have to accept that life is full of paradox and it’s incredibly complicated. There’s no straightforward easy path and so you shut your brain off because you don’t wanna believe that life is this hard and complicated so you just can’t take this much light cause it’s not the light you’re afraid of it’s the complexities and the paradox. That’s what you’re rejecting. If someone offered you light you would take it, but the light comes with all this baggage of complexities and paradox you have to accept these paradox that they don’t make sense. But you have to move forward anyway.