longer.blue

8MAY'25 Day 15 half a month since we last spoke. last time we spoke you were drunk and told me you liked some guy you just met 2 days ago. is that really gonna be the last time we speak? im going to try and call you one last time someday when i decide its the end. im so scared you wont pick up or will hang up the moment you realise its me. will i have to die with that being the last time we spoke? i bought a ring yk? i was planning on asking to marry you during our trip to the resort. i had the whole thing planned lol i would first ask you to be my gf as you always wanted me to then i would immediately get down on my knees and ask you to be my wife now lol its stupid but with our inside jokes i think you wouldve loved it.. do i still cross your mind? does it even matter? just wanna talk to you, dont understand why we cant.. i love you i always will i miss you i always will still here nini lulu