longer.blue

6MAY'25 Day 13 i had such a nice dream today. we reconnected and decided to work through everything's that happened. it was sad but so beautiful at the same time. our love is so fucking magical and nothing compares. i know the letter delivered today. i wonder if you got it. i wonder if you read it? i emailed it to you too but you never opened it. how are you able to ignore my pleas so easily so quickly? do you hate me that bad already? what did i do to deserve this lulu? i don't understand why you choose to hurt me this badly..i don't deserve this.. you know i don't.. i hate having to wake up and realise it was all a dream. i wonder if i would stay in my dream if i never woke up. i hope i do. i hope im with you when i sleep forever. i love you forever and always i think i'm going to start preparing for the end soon i miss you nini, sweet dreams