8JUNE’25 sometimes i think, what if i change my mind? but how can i? when i look to my future, i don’t see anything past august 7th. i see complete darkness. i don’t see a point in planning anything for beyond that date. not even incase. why take care of myself or my health? its going to end soon anyways. why save money why invest? cant take it with me when i’m gone. all i can think about is leaving things as clean and organized for everyone involved as possible. i don’t want to hurt anyone, i know it will hurt some people a bit but i want to minimize it as much as possible. im sorry ma, i’m sorry papa. im sorry shayu. i hope you guys understand. i hope you can forgive me. i love you lulu. til my last breath.
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