longer.blue

🍵 Not really here today. If you have a reply waiting, it's gonna have to wait. I have no energy to be here. I feel like in the RP community here (and Twitter, but I'm trying to deprioritize that place) I am unappreciated, unloved, and I feel utterly useless and unskilled as a writer despite 10+ years of experience. I guess that's the sow product I reap for mostly using RP as a vehicle for sexual and kinky fantasies rather than proper, "serious" roleplay, huh? People like @AntiLewdRPNun were right, ero-focused RPers like me ARE cancer. A cancer that needs to be fucking **treated.** I'm no different from those fuckboys who just slide into people's DMs saying "hi" and nothing else, or those who send unsolicited dickpics. I try all I want to prove my RP has nUaNcE and style but at the end of the day I'm just a shitheel who is rightfully ignored by people I'm not already friends with.]]