longer.blue

Hey everyone — I wanted to properly apologise for how quiet I’ve been with gposing over the past few weeks. Life’s been… a lot, honestly. I’ve been dealing with some ongoing medical stuff, trying to get my head back into a better place, and also navigating reconnecting with some long-lost family. It all hit at once, and I needed to step back and focus on putting myself back together a bit. At the same time, I’ve been reworking Astrivara — not just visually, but thematically as well. The whole corrupted holy/light direction has ended up reflecting a lot of what I’ve been feeling lately… that balance between holding it together and feeling like things are fracturing underneath. I didn’t want to just disappear without saying anything, but I also didn’t want to force creativity when my head wasn’t in the right place for it. I’m still here, and I do want to get back into gposing — just taking it one step at a time while I get myself back into a better place. Thank you for your patience, genuinely. It means more than I can properly put into words. 💜