longer.blue

Hello. Happy 9:38 pm. You wouldn't believe what I'm going thru just tryna download this stupid movie, or maybe you WOULD on 2nd thott!! Lettuce sea, whatever you do don't just GIVE it to me. Redirect me thru 1000 channels of pornography or dead end links or whatever, anything but let me watch a ridiculous 40 year old movie! It's unbelievable. Been down this road B4 and I honestly think it's gotten even worse. There are people who spend their lives trying to take things away from other people or to make it as difficult for them as they possibly can. And the point is...? I really should look at your profile, especially after you've invited me. Are there skeletons in your closet maybe? I applaud anyone who 'says too much' on their page. I pour my heart out basically everytime I touch fingers to keyboard but I've been doing that my whole life. Looks like only 7 hours left on the movie download, good lord now that IS funny. What happens if something goes wrong & I have to start over? Maybe by Christmas I'll have myself a present, and by then have even served my full prison term for trying to watch TV for free in 1080p, unless it's a felony? I'd rather type to you, annyhoo, so a long download almost feels like welcomed relief. Oops, now it's saying 18 hours remaining but hooz counting? Swear to God I've already done this, seems like I was running out of hard drive space & may have deleted and/or moved the big Burbs file to a flash drive or something, beats me. The end of movie was a bit overdone (pyrotechnics wise) but it was still good. I think it would a while for natural gas to build up & concentrate enuff to dramatically explode but where's the fun in that!! Oh joy, back down to 7 hours again & already 10% finished and it's only 10:30 pm! I think the estimated 'time of arrival' is based on the download rate, which fluctuates wildly depending on the signal quality. I could get deeper into the technicalities if you like! Yes I'm kidding, and giggling. But rest assured by the crack 'o dawn I may just have me a movie. Did you notice the poodle 'yelp' as he popped & hopped over the last sidewalk strip? That was so funny to me, along with the silly woof-woof music & Tom Hanks gawking goofily. There were lots of 'moments' but that was probably my favourite. The dramatic music as they slowly zoomed in on everyone's faces individually was pretty good as well, especially with the dog saved as the best for last, of course. Wow, weather has cooled off drastically & it's windy & shafts of stark yellow moonlight were shifting in the night, almost inspiring. No, I don't have much hope for you keeping in touch (either), just so you know!!! People coming 'close' really is better than nothing, and when they come back it's almost uplifting inna way. There was never 'no' hope, just not nearly enough. Just looked up 'doxxing', so that makes sense. You see that could never happen to me bc I leave everything open & transparent to everybody, or nearly. It's peculiar, you didn't want to 'pay' for the Burbs & I didn't (either) but for a completely different reason. Is the money 'mine' or is money a crime? This whole sick, shallow, self destructive caricatured cartoon world, I swear. Here's an older letter, this is sorta in reverse chronological order. No idea why!! Well try, cry again. I did glance at your profile (clicked onnit accidentally) & like I said you sound kinda 'normal' from my POV so I do just let ppl come to me. Been pleasantly surprised by your attention so far & never thought you were a scammer but I've seen 'that' so much I have become affected by it, sadly. I don't play money games but I've been burned more than once (emotionally) genuinely trying to befriend people. They weren't all 'scams' I suppose but in the end no one is there so what's the difference! Looks like rain, maybee... Early morning here. I'm sorta spiritually obligated to give everyone a chance & show them the light so when someone is dumb & blind enuff to try to deceive me I'm always gonna fall for it, just by default. I've been talking to The Devil a bit on Bluesky lately, wadda riot! I dunno if the guy really thinks he's Satan but it's funny. oldest letter: Burbing the Baby Oh Hooray!!! Itch a nice day. Gotta bug zapper going & don't remind me! I feel bad enuff about it already but the mosquitoes have been bad lately. Been raining a lot so we've had standing water in places. I keep expecting you to fall thru & maybe you will, but how sad is that? Seen it too many times B4 & hear we ghost once more so it's that kind-of a thing. Glad we've got the Burb connection going, at least, so that's always something to fall back on & giggle about. Think Corey Feldman is probably my favorite character, just for the gleeful idiocy of it but Bruce Dern is pretty 'dern good as well & he's always been a good actor & kinda underrated, I thought. Think we talked about the Farrah Fawcett poster on my bedroom door when I was little so I've been fully brainwashed right alongside everyone else, it just didn't stick with me for whatever reason. Thought she was awful in Logan's Run & never was much of an actress, honestly. I doubt we would share a ho lotta favourite movies butcha never know. I like weird & bizarre stuff & also intense movies with deep spiritual undertones. There's a weird hippie-era sci-fi I always loved called Zardoz if you're familiar with that, just the feel of the thing. Also love Time Bandits & goofy stuff like that, too. 2001 is a masterpiece but I could never sit thru it again, start to finish I mean. There's a 1998 film called "Dark City" I really like but you probably wouldn't so much. Great art design & truly a scary storyline. Oh and speaking of scary "The Others" is fantastic, too. My bug light is happily zapping away & my feelings are very mixed. I love moths dearly & it kills me to go out the next morning & inevitably see some of them electrocuted as well. I don't think I can live with myself. Ouch, looks like longblue again to the rescue! I'm just typing offline 'cuz it's kinda more relaxing & peaceful somehow, no network to worry about.