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A Statement against VR Pokefurs (Pokéfur No More) ===== CW: Vent, Rant, sexually explicit drama, and suicidal thoughts I've been very depressed, dealing with my mother's godfather in the hospital. They had put a tube in his mouth and I don't know if he's going to make it. So I had a mixed evening and I was going to wind down until I got a notification on my phone. Suddenly, I was informed that I've been permanently banned from VR Pokefurs. This this was all of a sudden and I was shocked so I asked another person in the group. Their answer was very vague but the reason was it was some past real life situation. I assume there's something else entirely but it turns out the different situation. The only other one I think of is when I planned a Furmeet at Disney Springs that happened on January 2026... So the day I went to Disney Springs, I've given a very limited amount of money (because I am unemployed as of late 2024) An individual Pokefur (that I won't name for privacy) car pulled me to Disney Springs and we met up with a few furries. We walked around for a bit, went to the Lego store, and then my phone was out of battery. I was already very tired from walking so I went to the nearest plug in an indoor spot at Disney Springs and charged my phone. It took a 2-3 hours the recharge my phone and I waited on an indoor seating area. Eventually, we all went to reinforce Cafe. This is where everything was taken out of context. I haven't eaten much that day and I asked the waitress when my food was going to be ready. This is where that Pokéfur started taking every behavior out of context. They claimed I was angry. I was not angry but I was pretty hungry. All I did was ask and drink some water. Eventually the food came and I ate. However, when the bill came, I was a dollar short. I reacted a bit shocked but another person ame up and just paid for the rest of the change. I thanked them and apologized to the waitress. After the meet, I decided to stay in that furry's hotel room for one night. Soon enough, the two furries that visited the hotel started having sex in the room between. Of course it would turn me on and it did. I asked the individual furry if I could have sex, and they said no. I ended up just sitting on the couch while this was happening on their bed. Eventually they left and I went to sleep, blue-balled. I did not have any sexual interaction other than getting aroused over the two visitors having sex. Heck, that individual furry was masturbating while the two were having sex on their bed. The next day, I was dropped off at home. That individual furry ghosted me and Captain under friends list, making me confused on why In mid July, I asked an ex-friend and they claimed that the individual Pokefur started to slandering me to others in a small group on Telegram. I got upset and blocked them. A few hours later, another friend came up and said it was false. I unblocked, but I said I would have a two month break. Which leads back to last night. It turns out that individual Pokefur took our interaction out of context and slandered my name to the moderators. I broke down in tears, crying that there is nothing I do to staying in a community I was in since it's original founding. Since I'm in barely in any other communities, I was considering getting a knife and stabbing myself. However, I talked to a friend on Discord and they said to calm down. I took my prescribed medication and tried to sleep. I didn't get much sleep but I eventually for 3 hours. Due to the suicide thoughts and intense trauma I had last night, I no longer want to be able to affiliated with the term Pokéfur. I am tired of people slandering me and not understanding of me. I'm don't like stating my disabilities in public, but I will keep them in this journal. Officially, I have ASD (autism spectrum disorder), PTSD, and depression. Anyways, that was my mental roller coaster I had last night. In providing a statement, I hope other people will become aware of the horrible half-baked moderation this huge VR sub-furry group has and proceeds to ban anyone without any question and not hear out the other individual.