longer.blue

25MAY’25 i took my second shower since the day you left. i feel so disgusting but showers are the worst because they give me so much time to think and remind me of the times we showered together and cleaned each other. the way we would clean each others backs and hold each other under the warm water. remember the first time we met and how you fell in the shower and i rushed into the bathroom to find you on the floor? you were so embarrassed and told me to go back outside but i was so worried and helped you back up. its these fucking memories of the mundane everyday shit that are killing me slowly. i love you i miss you