longer.blue

30MAY’25 i’m planning a trip to go see our friends. only issue is it’s going to be around 18th July. that feels like a lifetime away and being here until then sounds like pure agony. but it’s one of the last few things left that i want to do left on my bucket list. being without you for 3 months.. can i do it? i don’t want to but i might have to. i swapped over to oxycodone as the xanax just wasn’t cutting it anymore. oxy is gnarly shit..it’s quite a bit stronger and i can feel how addictive it is already. i have to be careful because it would be so easy to accidentally overdose on this shit. i wanna see you i wanna talk to you i wanna be with you i love you lulu