longer.blue

31MAY’25 we worked on ourselves and our love for so long. you wanted me to say things like “forever” and that i would die for you and that i would never be with someone if you died etc. i did want to say them but i didn’t want to say them just to say them. i wanted to mean it when i said them. so i took my time and when i got to the point where i absolutely meant it, i said it. i wanted to do everything right with you, because i genuinely saw only the long term with you. i meant every single word i said to you. how can i just pretend i didn’t and move on now? how is that possible laura? i love you so fucking much how can i stop? how could you..